FRIDAY - MARCH 19


bad side feect effect 1:55 call dr levy she email callndr davis he have me take one more effexor to helo. help. cant mogr well keot falling down hsaky musckes muscles dont work spasms eye hurts brain zaps nonstop can barely sit up. ears feel like they r bleeding. everything scary no panic just. waiting for it to end. always have bad side effect meds when i zoloft couldnt move for anweek affer 25mg two days. sensiub body. sensitive




yesterday meet megan 1:30 say headache worse maybe effexor she message dr wang says no cant be cuz im on such a low dose. hahaha. hurts bad ears ringing head cant type more. no type today. i think




gonna try skeep but see blinding lifht when i close my eyes. hurts to close eyelids they spasm so bad. wnedy with me in living room to sleep so not alone. dr levy suggestion. maybe they mad i talk dr levy dr davis but they mnow im sensitive side effect and maybe rogers dont bekueve me. i needed people that know me.




so scared but sometimes hard physically breathe not stress but muscles harder to work soasm more. just shaky i can do it. eyes cant focus anynormmmm  anymore soo spasm brain zap 2:03 foo fo goodnight tnjj










7:33pm im doing ok. the booster dose of effexor kicked in at around 4:30am and i fell asleep for like three hours. im going thru some side effects rn but nothing compared to yesterday. took a fat nap. no notes today cuz my head hurts so much. bit i will be ok !! i always am. these things will pass.