12:09 i sneeze. i sanitize. my body is tingly and i feel like im high on an edible.

12:15 i pick my nose and sanitize

12:17 sam comes out and goes to the fridge. i ask how he’s doing and he says he got part of his study guide done and is going to try and work on his thesis. he asks what im doing and i describe the mopping loops im seeing in the sims

12:18 wendy comes out with her laptop. i get up sanitize my hands and walk into my room dont change slippers grab my laptop charger and my chocolate chips and i go back outside. i sanitize my hands after i set both things down then i go grab the extension cord and bring it as far as it can go. this is the best thing about being inebriated. no bad thoughts. can touch things. everything ok. i will die but its ok. brain snoozing.

12:19 i sanitize my hands and plug my charger in. i eat chocolate chips and ask wendy about her project. she has two more videos to edit

12:20 i write everything down

12:25 i sanitize my hands and go back to the sims. i finish my wine

12:28 i pat down my hair. i get up sanitize hands use shirt open fridge use hand get water pour in wine glass a little sip to clear wine glass then i pour more water close fridge with shirt sit down sanitize hands

12:29 wendy is on a phone call. she’s only giving herself a half hour to edit the videos. she’s trying to plan out going out to finish things in her show for tomorrow morning. she’s so overworked. i get really worried about her i wish i could help.

12:30 i go back to the sims. thats a lie. i go to instagram and respond to a dm from ulu then i check mentos

12:31 back to sims

12:32 mimi walks in. she says no lego star wars tonight i didn teven realize we were doing it tonight. j say no to playing tonight and say that i drank and that im trying to drinkthrough my wine so i can be sober for treatment. wendy is shocked i have to be sober from alcohol and i say ywah thats like the Most important thing. mimi realizes that i wont be able to drink for star wars marathon next weekend. i decide ill drink anyways since its only one day friday and ill consider monday my first day then.

12:39 wendy talks about getting her second dose of vaccine right before her birthday. mimu says she should go to bed

12:40 i explain sims time to wendy and mimi. wendy asks if she can make an espresso shot and mimi says yes. wendy goes to make it

12:41 sam texts me. it’s a link to nge tshirts. mimi helps wendy fill the water on the machine. i sanitize my hands

12:44 i scratch my eyebrow and ears. my body is vibrating. i smell the coffee from the machine. it smells so good

12:49 i chat with wendy about her project. she laughs because she increased her estimation of video editing time after looking at me and seeing the concern on her face as she spoke on the phone. i sanitize

12:51 i scratch my neck

1:11 wendy stands up and walks to the sink making a defeated noise. she’s been struggling with audio for a while now. she washes her dish. i grow worried.

1:13 i talk with her. she has to get the videos synched up, but the problem is that the clap done at the beginning of the zoom itself did not sync well so she has to do it manually. there’s someone else that is doing the audio but it’s her job to do the video synching.

1:27 i crack my neck a few times. wendy comes back to sit down. she announces that she just washed her face

1:29 sam comes in. he didnt do as much work as he wanted to do but hes ok with it. he goes to the bathroom and grabs his retainer. we talk about his work. wendy and i talk about our essays due. i joke to wendy that i need to stop talking with the roommates because i have to write down what we talk about every single time. wendy asks me to write down that she says “open book test ? i refuse to open the book.”

1:33 wendy is back to audio editing. i sanitize and go back to the sims. two hours left in this sim day

1:48 i brings my legs up into a ball and sit like L

2:00 i scratch my forehead

2:03 i finish the sims for the day. i go to 8am of the fourth day. i am going to try and finish that day tomorrow then work on after effects. i talk with wendy about her project. she is done with video syncing and is working on graphics now. she is giving her self one more hour to work

2:04 i get up. my back hurts so bad it’s cramping up. i complain out loud

2:05 i sanitize my hands and grab my chocolate chips. i snack on them while talking to wendy. i go look at her screen. it looks pretty funny and i joke about the stiffness of the actors with her. i set down my chips and sanitize my hands

2:07 i talk about how much my sim mopped today. i save and exit the game and close my laptop and sanitize my hands. i meant to compile all the days into one google doc but i forgot. i grab my laptop charger and sanitize my hands, then put that and my chocolate chips and my water glass on top of my laptop

2:08 i wish wendy good night and take it to my room. i place my laptop and everything on it onto my bed and put my sanitizer on my desk and sanitize my hands. i realize i hadnt changed my slippers so i go back to my doorway and change slippers.  i grab my chess set and move it off my bed and the trash from today and move it to my desk. my room is getting cluttered and dirty but i don’t want to deal with it. i move my water glass to the side on the bed and move my laptop and charger to beside my nightstand on the ground.

2:09 i grab my water glass and go to my desk where i take my lamictal and risperdal. i sanitize my hands and accidentally knock over my previous glass and droplets of milk get on the ground and on my set of bottles of ensure. i grab a tissue and wipe everything down then sanitize my hands. 

2:11 i get into bed. i realize i hadnt peed but i want to write everything down first.

2:18 i fart

2:21 i finish writing

2:23 i move everything midnight past into a new march 9th note.

2:24 i check messages. nothing new. i check instagram. ace sent me a meme and i respond. i need to pee but theres so manny steps and rituals that i dont want to.

2:25 i check my mail. i remember that i spent 30 dollars today on obey me in an anxiety rush. i need the new lucifer ur+. i need it. something bad will happen if i dont get it. itll be bad. so i paid money. i think i spent 50 total for this card. i just need it i need this card ill spend money i just need it if i dont get it ill die this is my one reason to live i need this card so fucking bad ill fucking kill myself i need it i love lucifer so much he’s so important. i love him i need his card im confirmed getting it tomorrow i need it so bad im so excited if i get it ill be cured ill finally be able to be happy again i just want to be able to be happy and this card will make me feel i happy i know if will cuz if i dont get it then bad things will happen and i will be in pain and die ill die we’ll all die i need this card i need it i need it i need it i cant stop typing i cant stop typing i need to stop i need fo stop ok im gonna work on breathing i am breathinf slowly in and out i am slowly slwoing down my typing i am typinf less rushes right now. i am less rushed. i can stop typing. i am doing ok.

2:29 i finally stop typing

2:30 i got up and put vaseline on my lips

2:31 i changed slippers and went outside. i talked with wendy a bit. she only has a bit more to go.

2:32 i use the back of my wrist to turn on the light and close the door of the bathroom. the lid is up already so i sit down and pee.

2:33 i wipe and use more toilet paper to wipe down the lid and then i use toilet paper to flush and throw it in. i use my non wipe hand to pull up my pants and wash my hands. there’s one grey water droplet but i direct the water towards it and it washes away. i dont do a ritual i just wash until i feel all the layers of sanitizer come off

2:34 i exit the bathroom and run to my room to sanitize my hands then i go see what wendy is working on. she is reversing one video in premiere and has one more video to do in aftereffects. im really worried about her. tomorrow she hands off my harddrive to someone so they can do the audio so right now she isn’t exporting anything. i tell her im going to my room but ill be up for a few minutes so if she needs any more help i can come out and help her

2:36 i come back to my room sanitize hands and change slippers and go to my bed and get under my covers and pull my blankets around me. i grab my phone and type this out

2:41 i finish typing. my hands sting and my back hurts. im so tired.

2:42 i sanitize my hands and set alarms for tomorrow. i check my calendar to confirm that my meeting is at ten in the morning. i set alarms for 9am and 9:30am

2:43 i try and sleep. i have a tension headache coming. its definitely not a hangover. its from needing sleep. my left temple has a shooting pain it keeps hurting. weird.

7:56 good morning ! i wake up and play obey me. i realize i can’t get the beelzebub and belphegor ur unless i get 1,200 points each day, which is 100 battles a day. maybe i can. ill at least try. i also get the lucifer ur+. i feel anxiety wash away. my collection remains complete. i own every lucifer ur+ once again.

8:06 i finish catching up on obey me. i check instagram. the show im in is #1 on the hyperallergic must-see list. it feels pretty pog. i repost from casey’s story and we dm about it a bit. i also post three memes to mentos.

8:16 i check my mail. rogers has responded back and they will send me an updated financial agreement.

8:18 i check messages. my vaccine appointment has been rescheduled to tomorrow at 3:30. i hope i can make it after the field trip but i’m unsure. i split my lip again and bite at the skin

9:00 my alarm goes off. i was semi awake cuz of a ringing in my ears but i still jump in surprise

9:30 i turn on a 9:55 alarm and turn off 9:30

9:54 i wake up and turn off 9:55

9:58 i remember im the one setting up the zoom link. i rush to make a room and send to my professors.

9:59 sherin texts me asking for a link i tell her i just sent it to her

10:00 i check my email jennifer emailed twice about a link. oops

10:01 andy and sherin arrive. i update them on my situation and tell them about how i’m starting the treatment program on friday

10:07 jennifer arrives. i start talking about my thesis

10:08 i start screensharing my diary and my sim diary and explain how detailed they’ve been getting and how i wasn’t expecting that. we discuss about how conceptually the work exists and different art references are happening.

10:?? i show them photos of the church. i talk about installation and we talk about what conceptually it means to have them at the front of the church. we talk about decisions in the font and colors and legibility of the words and if i want them legible or not. i say yes. we talk about the idea of the private going intimate and if i choose those two screens what it means fo be blasting out these experiences from a position of authority within the church. i talk about how this is one of the first times i talk about my mental health in a piece and i’m trying to simply share everything and not glorify it. i’m just sharing my days and it’s accessible to people and interesting beyond just being an art piece. it’s one of the few times i can be vulnerable and it’s going to be nerve-wracking sharing this with others. we talk about alternate ways of installation and how i should be open to other ideas and we brainstorm a few. jennifer tells me that yellow is used usually to be as legible as possible and i talk about how maybe googling the most legible font and the most legible colors would be interesting conceptually - to work to make the piece as readable as possible. andy says that as simple as the piece seems it will become more and more complex. sherin agrees. i agree and say that definitely since i am only a few days into the diaries i am excited to see how everything changes and how the piece evolves even more, especially as i start the treatment program. we talk about how this has evolved from my other works and how this is different. we talk about what it means to have my work in a church and iconography and sacrality and what would be the best way to have my work be public but maintain an aspect of privacy and vulnerability for the viewer. i think that having a qr code to the blog would allow there to be the blasting of information on the screens and then the ability to read all of the days on the phone, just like how i was typing them out. sherin talks about the difference in scale between the phone and the giant screens. jennifer talks about my ghebaly piece and the intimacy and space i created for conversation at that show. andy talks about how my video piece had pauses in it and what it meant to have pauses in this piece and i say that me writing things down and having breaks because of writing might serve as pauses and he thinks it’s interesting that i’m referencing the act of making in my logs. sherin and i talk about the timing of the video and i bring up my in-real-time idea of minute by minute. jennifer offers to help me with editing and syncing videos and making zines. we begin to wrap up and sherin shows us her new 9 week old puppy and i melt at how cute it is.

11:00 we finish and all leave the zoom. i stop the meeting. i sanitized every few minutes but i didn’t keep track of when. i sanitize after i turn off the meeting for sure

11:02 i check my messages. ace sent me a video of a dog named rudy playing in the water. its so cute i lose my mind.

11:04 i finish watching the dog video and text ace about how i loved it. i send the video to augustina and begin typing out the meeting

11:21 i finish typing. ace texts me that g0rillaspin, my favorite meme page mutual, just got deleted. i mourn the loss and sanitize my hands

11:22 i recount my dream cuz i forgot to earlier. it starts in a curved street and there’s grass and sidewalk and single story homes. i see a girl and guy run i dont remember who and the girl is running and the guy tells her that her friends arrive. i see an image of a bunch of girls piling on top of the running girl and they all land on a mattress and laugh. i remember a grey blue pickup truck but not sure where that fit in. then i go to the next episode where im a cis guy and there’s a girl with long brown hair as my date. it’s part of a joke show and it’s our first date but she doesn’t know she’s being filmed and i have people telling me pranks i should do. they tell me to put a spoon in my champagne glass tail first to indicate that i want to marry her. she doesn’t realize it’s a joke but then she laughs and accepts. then im in a hallway and it’s like these are individual tv episodes. i see people with big earrings and hats and they remind me of the caterpillar from alice in wonderland but they’re covered in dirt and brown like earthworms and slimy like jabba the hut. one has on purple lipstick. some other stuff happened with them i think there was a party and an elevator but because it’s been a bit since the dream i’ve forgotten a bit. i think there was an office party. after i fell back asleep i had a fantasy about lucifer from obey me and then it turned to augustina flying out to visit me for my thesis after we both get vaccinated. we cook and clean together and she rests her head on my shoulder. i say i can sleep on the couch and she says we can share the bed and we have sex. i apologize to augustina in my mind and i apologize now in my notes too. i am so so so sorry for this. i will get over it. i know its creepy. i dreamt about taking her to my favorite beach and we look at the stars.

11:28 i finish typing my dream. i think about taylor asking me on a date and me using that as a reason to confess with augustina. i think about how its dumb because it’s long distance.

11:30 i sanitize my hands

11:34 i check instagram. i sent gorillaspin’s backup account some love and i comment back to someone that says im biphobic for joking about heteroflexibles and i say im literally bisexual

11:36 i screenshot the comment argument and send to the mentos illness group chat. i think it’s hilarious

11:37 i sanitize my hands and get up. i have to walk a bit to get to my slippers but its ok. i put them on walk a few steps to my doorway change slippers then use my shirt hem to open the door and walk outside

11:38 i use the back of my wrist to turn on the light and i change my slippers and use my wrist to close the bathroom door. i go wash my hands briefly ten seconds no ritual. my breath smells bad cuz i didnt brush last night but i want to pee first

11:39 the lid is closed so i use toilet paper to open it and throw it in the toilet. i go back to the sink wash hands ten seconds dry with towel then go sit down and pee


2:26 im on instagram. i post to mentos illness some nash grier photos

2:35 i see more memes about the royal interview. i do a google search to learn more. i want to watch the interview now

242 sanitize my hands and leave my room. i have to walk to my slippers again but i feel ok. i change slippers after and go outside. i put on my black gloves and sanitize

2:43 go grab items from fridge sanitize. i bring my sanitizer out with me.

2:44 take off my gloves and pour ramen and broth into bowl. take bites of ramen. take pork and put onw in bowl and sanitize. grab chopsticks and stir and put them on chasu bowl and sanitize.

2:45 put in microwave lid on top and set for four minutes. sanitize after closing. i run to my room and take off my slippers use bare feet to rush to my laptop to check the most recent time i wrote down. it was 2:25. i put on my slippers and go back outside for a bit but then i change slippers and stand in my doorway. i want to fix my eyeliner but im writing still

2:49 my ramen is done. im still writing.

2:51 i finish. sanitize put on gloves again

2:52 i go grab a paper towel and rip it in half. i use it like oven mitts as i open the microwave and pull out the ramen. i set it on the styrofoam briefly as i lay out the paper towels like a placemat. i sanitize, take off my gloves, and sanitize again

2:53 i start eating

2:54 i finish the pork belly. its so good it burns my mouth but its ok.

2:59 i finish the noodles. so fucking good. ace reacts to a text in the mentos illness group chat.

3:03 they text that the person that didn’t get the joke unfollowed. i think its hilarious

3:04 ace texts me and kon. they’re also shocked. how could someone cheat on their girlfriend, not to mention cheat on your girlfriend with lupus in the middle of a pandemic. im still shocked.

3:08 i check my mail. i have an email about me missing my after effects class from my advisor. i think i have to drop the class i panic and go to my room

3:46 i zoned out. i dissociated a bit. i cleaned up with my gloves on and sanitized. i went back to my room took off gloves i think and grabbed my water glasses took them to the sink rinsed them got water in one of them came back to my room sanitized hands. i took my effexor and methylfolate and did my makeup. i took a photo for rogers and photos of my insurance card. i facetuned my hair in the photo and emailed them to maria. i turned off my light in my room and took selfies and posted to instagram. i was on instagran

3:48 i text ace and kon about avery’s gf. still in shock. i cant feel my face im dissociation bad im in soup i am fuzzy i am not real i need ground myself everything so slow limb slow.  feeling better

3:51 no im not. i have to go my usc drop class. i am melting dissolving. take so long to type gonn text ace using predictive text right now

3:53 check instagram even blink slow. body zone out from panic need drop class email jean

3:55 go my usc try change audit cant. change pass no pass can. i change. i email jean to update. i sound weird in email too out of it to sound normal

3:58 sanitize

4:00 eyes cant focus so tired class one hour want die what if kill myswlf

4:03 more awake. feels like im on zoloft again. so tired. kon texts. i can move my limbs and fingers a lot more so typing is much faster.

4:05 i open instagram. i’m awake again king of.

4:16 i’ve been on instagram. i posted three times to mentos. i farted.

4:17 i open up obey me

4:24 i catch up on obey me. i decide to give myself a break and not try for the ur. im not going to try for the ssr’s either. i don’t care about ssr’s anymore now that i’m grinding to max level my 16 urs. that So Many urs lmao.

4:25 i check messages. i have one reminding my about my covid appt tomorrow and one from ace and kon about avery.

4:27 check mail. find document from sam for vaccine and print. disociaying again. saw emails from darius and dr davis need to respond. rogers got my photos n uploaded so thats done

4:29 sanitize

4:30 check insta. respond to ulu. getting bursts of energy here and there but exhausted still. i can feel my fingers again though.

4:32 i check my mail on my phone but exit before it loads. im stressing myself out too much today.

4:34 i post to my private insta story that i want someone to paint my nails. ace texts kon and i about avery

4:36 i get up put on slippers go to door use sleeve and turn on my lights. i sanitize my hands and go back to my bed and get under my blankets. my arms are tingly. i think im exhausted from yesterday and then having meetings and classes today.

4:42 i post a selfie instagram. nat sent me photos of generator rex and i forgot how hot he was. im experiencing Emotions rn

4:43 ace and kon text about avery some more. theyre mentioning people that i dont know since i left twitter a while ago.

4:45 i post abt generator rex on mentos illness. im literally stunned at how hot he is. i. i’m down so bad. he’s so fine. it’s the smirk and the eyes

4:49 i take photos on photobooth and sanitize my hands. i text nat about them going into rabbit holes because of my posts. ace and kon are texting about avery.

4:51 i sanitize my hands. i fart

4:54 nat and i text about kevin from ben 10. his voice is the same va as sasuke’s dub. i lose my shit.

4:55 i hear two girls reading out loud a monologue about gay men from wendy’s zoom. i text her cuz i have no idea whats going on.

4:57 wendy is coming to explain. ace is slandering me in the mentos illness comments. i am begging for their support but they can’t keep defending my thirstposts.

4:58 wendy texts back theyre reading jacob litvaks play in her class. idk who that is so i ask her.

4:59 i go to blackboard and join the zoom class. i sanitize in between computer clicks. i think ten times ?  i am the first one in class

5:00 other people join class. i text back the roommate group chat. mimi is asking if jefferson parking is the one by engemann. i say yes.

5:02 ace and kon are texting about avery still.

5:03 mimi says thank you for helping her with parking. i react with a thumbs up

5:05 i get texts from taylor ace and wendy

5:06 taylor is texting me about mayas hair. wendy is texting me about the play. ace is texting about avery

5:08 arianna starts sharing her video

5:10 i sanitize my hands

5:13 the video finishes. i sanitize my hands

5:14 i sanitize twice


6:15 i go on instagram and post to my private. i text sam. i think about generator rex

6:17 i start rewatching generator rex. i forgot he was a teenager. in my kid head he was like mid twenties because i dont remember well. i thought he was so old when i was younger.

6:27 i text taylor sam ace and nat.

6:40 i sent a bunch of memes to ace sam Julián and nat. im watching generator rex and am on instagram

6:46 i text nat about generator rex. how tf is he fifteen we talk about how all these characters being voiced by people in their twenties makes it so confusing.

6:47 i check instagram. after this episode im gonna do more work for the sims.

6:52 i read about nfts and their carbon footprint because augustina posted about it to her story

6:53 i check instagram

6:59 i pick at the scab on my leg and bite at the dead skin. taylor has texted me

7:02 i finish the episode. there is no way he was drawn to be fifteen. he has the face of a twenty year old

7:03 taylor is textinf me about a project shes working on. i respond. i check my email on my lqptop and sanitize twice

7:08 i pick at my scab more. its bleeding. i go on obey me and collect my ap

7:11 i get up change slippers go to the bathroom use my sleeve to turn on lights open door change slippers close door hang overshirt on hook use toilet paper to open lid sit down

7:12 i go #1 and 2. i text taylor and check my mail

7:13 i check instagram. i text taylor about my sims

7:14 i get up i wipe i then use toilet paper to wipe with my nonwipe hand the seat then i use more toilet paper to flush and throw it in when i flush. then i go wash my hands scrub hard ten seconds i stop before i do my ritual. i use the towel to open the cabinet and grab my contact case and solution with my other hand then wash ten seconds again. then i open the case and i wash ten seconds. then i pour more solution into the case and take out both contacts and close the case then wash ten seconds. then i use the towel and open the cabinet and use my other hand to put everything back. i was ten seconds scrub hard. i grab a new towel and replace the old towel with it then i run change slippers go to room sanitize then grab my glasses

7:18 clean my glasses put them on then go back to bathroom

7:19 i change slippers use my wrist to turn on the light and i mix bleach and developer

7:20 i bleach my eyebrows

7:21 i take a selfie and post to my private

7:22 i go back to my room and sanitize my hands. my room is so cluttered but i dont want to look at it. i get back on my bed

7:23 i text ace and the group chat with ace and kon. ace sent a photo of missy. i also text ace back on instagram. they said they would paint my nails. i am so hyped

7:24 taylor texts me. i check and respond

7:33 ive been texting ace and taylor

7:38 i send taylor memes i feel terrible because im calling augustina about my thesis this week to talk with her. i check instagram. i think about generator rex. HOW.

7:41 i text ace more about taylor and ace’s ex.

7:44 i post mentos’ 5000th post. i sanitize my hands.




8:28 i scratch my face and neck. ace and taylor have texted me. taylor sends me her design for a business card. ace and i text about being confused. im super hungry but i don’t know if i want to eat the last of my ramen and run out of food already. maybe ill eat a banana. i have a headache

8:30 i sanitize my hands. my vision feels wavy. i am floating along a river. i physically feel like im in the famous zoom shot in Jaws.

8:31 i sanitize and get up. i go change slippers and go outside. i grab my water glass as i leave i use my shirt hem open fridge bare hand pour water shirt close fridge set water down go sanitize

8:32 i go to my bananas but i see fruit flies and freak. i throw them and my apples away. i feel bugs on my skin

8:33 i sanitize my hands

8:34 i grab a pack of seaweed and eat it. mimi is cooking and we chat. we are excited about playing lego star wars in an hour but i look so dead inside that mimi starts laughing. i tell her about potentially dropping my after effects class. she says do it.

8:35 i finish and toss the container into recycling. i go sanitize my hands. i go back grab water change slippers enter room sanitize hands.

8:36 i drink more water go to bed sanitize hands. i am seeing and feeling fruit flies on me. i rub my nose

8:40 i catch up writing. i feel them on me everywhere. taylor texts me. i scratch my nose and chin.

8:41 taylor heart reacted to my positive message about her business card. i scratch my nose. my lip is dry even though i put vaseline on it a bit ago. i feel like im about to pass out.

8:42 kon texts that they are ready to hang. i feel faint. want to sanitize but i feel weak wtf. i know im hungry but i dont want to eat through my food and i spent money on other things so i cant postmates more. maybe ill eat my last serving of ramen but its only tuesday. maybe ill make the last of my arepa dough so i can get more fat and salt in me and ill drink some milk for protein

8:44 ace says that they will let missy out and then set up in 15

8:53 i started dissociating to ignore the tactile hallucinations and ive been on instagram. i text nat that i want to facetime and maybe shes free thursday. mimi texts roommate group and asks to do a dance party. wendy wants to plan the sim funeral

8:54 i stopped dissociating but i feel the flies all over me. im gonna zone out again thank u for understanding

8:55 i check my email. i shouldnt have bought joshua’s game. i didnt realize how little i could cook right now. im so hungry but i cant eat thru my meat. maybe ill make an instant ramen lol

8:56 i go sanitize and i use my thumb to open a new costco six pack of tonkotsu ramen. i put on my gloves and grab one and take it out with me. i also take my sanitizer i peel the lid and pour in water, then take out a paper towel and rip it in half and put one half on top and one half on the bottom. i sanitize my hands.

8:58 i put it in the microwave for three minutes. i sanitize after i press the buttons. i stand there doing nothing and staring straight ahead. mimi laughs at me and says its good to have breaks just standing in silence. i agree

9:00 i get impatient and i stop the microwave two minutes in. i sanitize and grab it using the paper towels and i bring it back to the counter. i grab chopsticks that i put in my fridge with my ramen and stir in the packets. the sauce packet bursts and gets on the surrounding area and my hands so i lick off my fingers and grab a paper towel and wipe everything down then sanitize my hands

9:02 i bring the ramen to my room and sit down in front of my laptop. i sanitize my hands. ace sets up a discord call and sends a tutturu link. i try and join from the desktop app but i forgot my login so i join from the website instead. i sanitize

9:06 ace kon and i get comfy and i start eating ramen. our plan tonight is to watch shitty danganronpa asmr romance videos. we watch in this order: fuyuhiko, korekiyo, gundham, kokichi, leon, komaeda and kokichi,then rantaro then depressed shuichi then kiibo then ryoma.

i check instagram while we watch and i message back sam and reanna.

10:07 mimi comes over. she is ready to play lego star wars.

10:09 we are on ryoma’s asmr video. i apologize and say i have to go to play with mimi and i go put on gloves and sanitize

10:10 i find the right bag for the wii rakes a bit i go to plug in sam needs to unplug his switch he complains a bit. i plug in all the tidbits for the wii and grab the wiimotes

i grab those and i shake the nunchucks so they slip out of the pile of wires and mimi laughs. i bring them over and sit next to her on the couch

10:12 i get up and go to the kitchen to get miln. tell wendy i hate women cuz cameron kostopalous hates women

10:13 mimi and i down and i write out the past hour or so

10:15 i finish and i take off my gloves its time to play lego star wars

10:16 we star playing lego star wars and our goal is to complete story mode for episode IV

11:48 we finish. i check mail and insta