4:26 bo wakes me up and i let him outside. idk when we go back inside but i fall asleep again

8:56 i wake up

8:57 i check messages and respond to ace and kon about an attack on titan meme. i read a convo between seth and elisa about graduation but don’t respond

8:58 check mail. need to email back

8:59 check instagram. turn off phone and try qnd sleep more

9:03 pet bo

9:04 decide not to sleep. get up go to bathroom pee and type

9:08 finish typing wipe flush wash hands brush teeth

9:10 finish wash face. walk to room get glasses. dont have slippers here by the way

9:11 get glasses make bed. go downstairs. mama just finished the batter. she’s worried that i woke up earlier than expected i say no worries

9:13 she offers me part of an egg scramble. her and papa are gonna eat. i serve myself some. papa asks if i want cheese for my eggs i say no. mama is surprised

9:14 i get a plate and serve myself. i sit down. mama asks if i want a tortilla i say yes

9:15 she makes them on the stove. she burns them a bit today because she’s a bit distracted

9:16 curtis arrives. papa lets him inside. idk who that is but he’s a kind older man. he’s a hqndyman. we’re all vaxxed so no masks

9:18 i start eating. i get a glass of milk once curtis is done looking at the fridge

9:21 finish eating

9:23 enjoying the conversation. i don’t say much but curtis is so fun. i start typing and half listen

9:29 finish typing

9:32 curtis leaves. he’s so good. thinking about handyman scenadios. i’d fuck him. mama and papa sit back and eat with me

9:36 mama and papa finish eatinf and she brings the croissant

9:45 i text back jojo, tio junior’s psychic

9:53 talking with mama about dinner tomorrow. im relaxing after breakfast

10:04 we talk about the lei mama and papa got me. im frustrated a lil cuz i didnt want one cuz of how temporary it is. they tell me don’t worry

10:08 i go on insta send a meme to sam post a photo of me from yesterday on my story. augustina replies congrats

10:11 we r planning out the seafood boil for tomorrow. going over ingredients

10:13 i go to instagram and unfollow the accounts from a giveaway. i fart. mama asks me who’s graduating today i say elisa and sam

10:16 i check insta and post a meme from adrian to my story. i feel better talking to them now. was worried about the tension between them and augustina but she wants to be friends with them again so i think itll be ok. was backing off because of that

10:18 check shrimp in garage freezer for mama and papa

10:23 mama tells me that they’re switching up who goes first for walking in graduation. i text the into to the grad photos group chat

10:28 papa mama and i have been talking about graduation and it being on the news. i check the la times. i didn’t make it but e did ! i text her

10:30 i check insta and respond to messages. augustina sends me a kamisama kiss meme

10:32 i post e in the la times on my story.

10:34 Julián comes back and sits at the table with me. he talks about seeing emma and sagel for breakfast

10:36 mimi reacts to my text

10:38 i get a hinge notification while i type but don’t check. Julián is sharing some heavy news

12:26 at at&t. jojo sent me a weekend prediction. sorry wasnt updating. drove here with Julián. texted augustina. seth reanna e and paul all sent congrats for my new name. Julián showed me the podcast urgent care. i talked wbt milner and their podcasts

12:28 papa leaves to check at&t on beach to see if there’s a wait

12:29 more people say congrqts on insta. i message back ariann abt my id photo. i text back ace. they ask about my date and i say i postponed it. they tell me abt the cat lounge volunteer orientation

12:31 papa calls mama and tells her there’s no wait

12:32 Julián and i get in the car and drive over. i type and put my phone to charge

12:34 check insta again

12:35 catch up typing

12:39 we arrive

12:40 enter and find mama and papa

12:46 we r doing installment plans for new phones. because Julián and i have 8’s then we get 700 off the phone

12:58 our phones would be 3 dollars a month. SEXY

12:59 kon got their first dose ! we talk abt pronouns. i ask how they got their pronouns in their bio they say go to edit profile

1:00 i try and there’s no it pronouns. im sad. i tell ace and kon wnd then try to log in with fqcebook but it doesnt work. i then try to log in with google and it doesnt work

1:02 i text ace and kon some more before trying again. the guy asks what phones we want i say red or black. he goes into the back

1:06 it finally works i ask for it its pronouns on insta

1:09 we talk about phone cases

1:12 Julián shows us all the scuffs on his otterbox. he tried to open bottles with it but the plastic was too soft.

1:13 i type down some more stuff

1:17 hes back. he has the red phone !

1:19 we talk abt transfering data

1:21 i decide to take the 256gb phone instead of 128. he goes to the back

1:22 i check mail

1:23 mama discusses paying up front or paying per month




F8RBM8N8SFY8 tomfoolery




2:47 we were trying to update phones but it was taking a while. Julián and i went to daiso and i bought stuff for augustina. we decide to do this at home instead and leave for nordstrom




i bought some fun tape, a plushie, a phone charger sticker for her, some essential oils, and a little stick thing for her plants. i get myself makeup wipes and a pencil sharpener

2:51 my phone has no service

2:52 i turn off my phone and then on again. it still have no service

2:54 we pull up to nordstrom rack. we look for parking. Julián paused the podcast for now

3:00~ we find parking and enter. i look at purses briefly but then follow julian

3:05 we look at shirts and now at shoes

3:10 i go to send an email but i have no service still. we think it got transferred over

3:12 looking at pants and Julián disappears. i hope hes going to try the stuff on

3:15 i find Julián. hes in the casual section

3:16 i stop looking at shirts and go to him. i might have to do this one day if i get a fancy job

3:26 i find a pair of shoes i love but theyre 150. they fit so well. i let them go. if i get my first paycheck then ill come get them. until then, if theyre gone theyre gone. they were Beautiful

3:27 they also had little cushioning so my heel hurts now so maybe it’s a good thing. ill think about it

3:29 i see a shirt and i stop myself again. its causing me distress not buying them. im recognizing this as ocd shit. all i want to do is touch the shirt and own it. all i want to do is own the shoes. i feel my anxiety rise at the thought of not having them. i need to calm down

3:30 i work on my breathing.

3:31 men’s fashion is so boring. there are cooler things online. if i dress masc i want to dress Nice. i check my apps but i can’t do shit without service. i can type here at least

3:33 looking at more shirts. gonna see if they have shorts

3:48 i tried on some shorts. none of them were what i wanted. i want shorts that are slacks. ill find them one day. i meet Julián by shoes

3:55 i find Julián a good pair of shoes. he likes them

3:59 Julián decides to take the shoes. he gets rid of a shirt he is uncertain of

4:00 we walk to the end of the line and get in. it might be a while

4:01 i log onto nordstrom wifi

4:04 text back sam augustina and spencer. sam’s parents are getting us pizza from bestia. augustina contacted josh’s other ex and it’s tee’s husband. they are going to get galleries to not work with josh. this is good news. i hope it helps augustina feel better

4:09 i find a funny headband for augustina but put it back

4:10 we are at cashier. i remember i wanted to look for a wallet

4:14 we pay and head out

4:15 we drive back home

4:16 i look at my face in the car mirror. i have acne from my mask. its also from wearing makeup.