12:38 calling a lyft. wanna sleep. hope wendy and noah aren’t fucking at my place

12:44 waiting outside to be picked up. so tired. wish i had a friend to go home with. saw people i knew !! had fun. just not enough to feel comfortable

12:45 just here alone. i miss my friends. i dont rlly like parties. idk how to do this. i just tag along with people. yeah. looking at my lyft hoping and praying

12:47 two minutes. i wanna curl up wnd cry

12:48 theo’s fruft comes and he says bye

12:52 home peeing. ears are ringing