TUESDAY - MAY 4



12:04 finish go on insga

12:08 off insta. gonna get resdy for bed. been stretching my legs out. feels good for my hip

12:10 stretching on ground remember i have laundry

12:13 put on slippers go to laundry room put laundry in dryer. might jusy rin it again in the morning

12:14 i go to my room grab a makeup wipe and my water glqss and go back to the kitchen. i get water. sam is in the living room on the beige couch. i get water and chat with him. the dryer is making an awful noise

12:15 he’s playing an ag cook remix. it comes out officially on thursday. he’s fixing up his resume and drafting emails and going to structure an essay. i talk abt how i started my thesis. i finish wiping my face and get more water and drink it. feels refreshing.

12:17 sam focuses on his work more. i type

12:20 i finish typing finish my water and go to the bathroom sit down pee

1:10 check time. talking with sam and wendy in her room. skincare, graduation, outfits, jewelry, senior scramble, cheese. we go through her photos from her different rolls of film. she gives me one of her and i at my show. i love it.

1:24 finish up say im going to get laundry. i go get my laundry and turn off the dryer early. its all dry. i put it in my hamper. i go outside and put it in my room

1:26 i go back to wendy’s room to get my water glass. i come outside and sam is in the kitchen pouring himself water. he pours me some too. i go to my room and take meds then begin to fold laundry

1:36 finish folding laundry get in bed

1:41 catch up on obey me gonna set alarm sleep

1:45 catch up typing was very brief. sleep time. birds r so loud

9:25 i woke up w few times but now im truly Awake

9:30 i catch up on obey me

9:31 check insta

9:32 check tinder. might delete

9:33 check messages. wendy and sam sent me texts last night. sam sent me a song. wendy says goopie unfollowed her. so sad.

9:34 i check slack to get rid of the message notifs

9:35 i catch up typing

9:38 i check instagram and i sit up in bed. want to get ready enough to eat breakfast too before 11

9:39 up and at em

9:40 i make my bed put on slippers go outside. i see wendy filling her water bottle by my fridge. i say good morning and ask if she’s on her way to set she says yes

9:41 go to bathroom sit down pee

9:42 get up wipe flush go wash hands brush teeth

9:44 finish. i have a cut on my gum. i wash my face. my glasses fall into the sink but i don’t gag. i wipe them with the towel

9:45 finish wiling go back into kitchen

9:46 back in room. put an overshirt on over my pj shirt. good enough. i put on my face oil

9:47 i sit down at my desk and type

9:49 gonna do a light makeup

10:02 finish makeup idk where my glasses went. no contacts cuz i have a headacge

10:04 i find them they were hooked on my collar. im so silly. i put on my slippers go outside

10:10 i make a cheese omelette and heat up a tortilla and bring it to the table

10:13 i heat up another tortilla

10:15 finish eating

10:20 finish picking up. go to room take off slippers

10:21 organize makeup and light candle

10:23 finish sit down in front of desk gonna google for my interviews todag

10:28 email back sara. also email back frida. have an interview for curatorial internship at 18th st as well now. so two interviews tomorrow.

10:36 take a break from google go on insta

10:42 post two photos to my private. mainly abt how i feel more masc when my eyebrows r dark

10:53 i open a twitter link sam sent me yesterday. nervous for interview

10:56 i send a meme to ace on instagram and say its me with augustina

11:00 join meeting

11:25 finish. jeny was so nice. so tired. one more to go. gonna google active cultures

11:26 mama wishes Julián and i a happy may the 4th be with you. i remind her it’s bo’s birthday too and ask her to give him a treat for me.

11:34 post a bunch of memes to mentos went on twitter to svreenshot w few.

11:36 ACE GOT INTO GRAD SCHOOL. OMGOMGOMG. YEAHHHH THATS MT BEST FRIEND THATS MY BEST FRIWND !!!! SO HAPPY. THEY DID IT !!!! TBEY DID IT !!!!! YESYESYESYSS YES YES OH MY GOD IM SO HAPPY

11:42 sam sends me out of context jeremy fragrance posts. i respond and go on twitter briefly to view them

11:48 texr mama and Julián abt bo. mama sends us a pic of him

11:50 i post a screenshot of our chat to my story. i google more abt active cultures

11:56 i put on slippers go outside with my water glass get to my fridge

11:57 i get water

12:00 i join meeting and wait for hwr to start meeting

12:36 finish. THEYRE SO COOL ALL OF THEM. i want tbis internship too

12:37 text sam abt jeremy fragrance

12:46 text ren abt cominf over then check instagram

12:48 post to my finsta abt the interview

12:52 text housemates abt midnight breakfast

12:55 check mail see that i have two forms to sign for rogers. i open my discharge paperwork to sign it

12:56 i see that dr wang has diagnosed me with psychosis. i feel sad. i post to mentos about it. she got rid of my ocd diagnosis too so now im just psychotic and depressed lmao. thanks queen

12:59 sign second form. my safety plan

1:01 finish typing

1:06 i turn off my light and close my laptop. so tired. anxious for tattoo today

1:12 go outside. sam is unloading. we talk abt midnight breakfast tonight. sam shows me what he’s bought. i talk abt all my interviews. he hopes someone hires me too

1:15 text spencer check insta

1:22 strt drivin

1:38 ren puts numbing cream on my side. they say im so dumb. i agree. this is gonna be so painful.

1:43 i pet chicken and wolfgang. i love these cats

1:45 chicken is trying to get at ren’s roommate’s hot pocket while they try wnd make ren a whiteboard calendar. the numbing cream seems to work. feel tingly

2:12 ready to tat. ren is gettin started

2:47 mini break while ren gets another needle. done with legs

3:25 lining done ! we take a break

3:27 text sam back and ace

3:32 getting ready to start color

3:33 takw photo in mirror post to priv. get set ip

3:34 ok lau down

4:00 done with yellow next color

4:19 done with green. rubbing lidocaine on the part that hurts

4:20 next color

5:08 almost done ! stings

5:12 last part just tiny details

5:12 done !