WEDNESDAY - APRIL 28



12:19 halfway done with page six.

12:50 on page 7 !! not rushing it if it’s 8 pages that’s ok. goimg thru all the citations rn

1:14 finish ! done for today. will do works cited tomorrow and my writ 340 essay tomorrow. im slowly getting everything done

1:15 i get more water and drain the glass. i announce im done n sam, who is working on his bed with his door open, says congrats.

1:16 go to bayhroom sit down pee

1:17 get up wipe flush wash hands. brush teeth

1:19 finish put on T but im out i have to get my new bottle. i squeeze out what i can and then wash hands take bottle out with me and put in recycling

1:20 sam announces that W magazine did an article on klaus biesenbach where he talks abt cupcakes. i tell hom to work and he says No. hes gonna go to bed. i go to the libing room n unplug my phone charger then go get water at my

fridge

1:21 wendy comes out n gets water from my fridge before goimg back to her room.

1:23 typing stuff down i get a text from sam of the article

1:27 go to room change into pjs take pills drink resy of water get into bed take off earrimgs. so excited to sleep in. gonna play obey me tn

1:39 catch up obey me set alarms goodnight

9:46 i get up check insta. i dm wednesday kim back.

9:54 i check mail. i have somethingto do for graduation but can’t remember what.

9:56 check insta.

9:57 check messagss. nothing new. sam sent me the interview abt klaus ag 1am so i open the message

9:58 i remember i had a really vivid dream but i can’t remember what it was about anymore.

10:25 been on slack been on insta. 160 signups to senior scramble. we r getting somewhere !!

10:27 i sit up and text slack

10:34 i get dressed put on slippers go to the bathroom take off slippers sir down pee

i get up wipe flush wash hands put on contacts leave room do makeup

11:11 micjael texts me tjat he will he at home and not at roski

11:15 i say im putting on my shoes

11:23 i say on my way to michaels place

i scoop him up and he plays hyperpop cuz hes never heard it before

12:03 arrive

12:48 finish jackies piece

12:51 move go grooms room start crit leor

1:43 end with allegra’s crit. we finished leor’s a bit ago but forgot to write it down. cameron arrived right as we finished allegra’s crit

2:12 my time. finished tiffany’s crit

2:13 tom and i wait upstairs for everyone to come

2:14 everyone looking at qr codes

2:16 waiting for them to read a bit

2:19 michael asks me a question abt how i decided to write down the time. leor airdrops the link to everyone

2:25 what thomas wishes formally is that there’s more text on the screens. but he realizes now that doesn’t work conceptually

2:26 he asks what they think about. leor says text documentation is really i teresging for a 24hr cycle and then trying to turn it into a video

2:27 jackie says one day to solve the video is to leave the text up for as long as the action occurred

2:28 leor is trying to figure out if theres a loss in translation of the video. he didnt realize the two qr codes were different the first time that they came up there. he wants to know if there was a way to highlight that.

2:29 tom asks if there is a way to label the pieces on the outside. griffin is vibing with the blank screens as an anticipation as to what is happening next and imagining what is happening while the screen is blank

2:30 he talks abt the intense amount of info on the screen along side thw strwtching out of time as it plays in real time. thomas asks if he feels the passage of time. griffin says yes

2:31 leor asks how do i envision the ideal viewimg of the piece. he asks if what i want to have is for tje person to be on the phone

2:32 he wonders what it is like to be on the phone.  tom asks if its easy to play the sims on tje pjone and i say no. tom says to wait for me to answer and then

2:33 jackie says tjat the heavy and personal nature of the piece within my daily logs that she feels like i dont need my sim

2:34 tom says that it makes you question where realities reside. leor says its interesting to have it be om your phone because he wojld also write abt his day in my pjone

2:35 leor talks abt holding the devices that they feel connected to and then holding my really detailed personal life in their hands. tom says its speaks to generation differences. michael says he really appreciate the black screen moments. he says it helps him connect to me more

2:36 michael assumes that the sims life is perfect. i wanna speak so badly abt it

2:37 tom says the piece is tje definition of where tje art is in the work. cameron talks abt really liking the black sceen and how the tect became a huge event for people to come and check up on. the audio of the projector is a really interesting sound and what it means to distance yourself by being on your phone.

2:38 griffin says its like watching baseball

2:39 tom says this piece requires investment and commitment. michael says that im putting out my life snd hoping that someone would care.

2:40 he talks abr how tje work made him care just by putting it in tje backgroun. jackie says that the art is the process of me sharing it and these reallt spexifix details. jackie talks abt putting herself in my shoes

2:41 tiffany talks abt being interested by the screen and feeling super invasive by being on her phone. griffin talks abt the immediacy of having it all on your phone versus the patience that comes from waiting for the video

2:42 tom calls it strangely zen and how you observe and then it takes back to his piece. it reveals stuff about me and sbt the human conditiom

2:43 he talks abt how he tells his students that art isnt therapy because he wants us to go in deeper and how im revealing myself in a very raw way.

2:44 leor says im forcing to revealing these thimgs to the viewer in a very specific way. he talks abt christian marklay's watch piece.

2:45 he says my piece has that feel to it. its not a where's waldo. he wouldn't mind seeing an indicator of time passing or if there was a way of saying that it's one day

2:46 he says its a combination of very conceptual and very emotional

art piece and he feels like im holding back a lot.

2:49 leor feels like right mow he’s earning the right to care and how you didnt get that during the opening and how he didnt really track it.

2:50 without context it becomes a non sequiter. allegra talks abt the stillness that she felt while coming up here and being able to sit with my piece in the moment and how it felt to immerse herself with every detail of my life

2:51 she talks abt the private moment that happens with making it very public

2:52 we finish and go downstaira

3:26 finish griffins piece walk to michael’s. jackie and leor leave

3:47 talk abt michaels piece then go upstairs to cameron. michael brings me this charger for my phone i fharge it to the side. gonna pay attention now

4:20 finish camerons piece. i stay nack and talk to tom. crying hard. its the last time im gonna see him while being a student. i gibe him a bug hug. hard to see phne rn crying

4:21 i make sure not to make noise n i cry quietly. i have to check my makeup so i look nice for augustina

4:28 she’s ready and i call her

5:20 we hang up. so much fun. she says she misses me and misses seeing me. i miss her too ! she’s gonna check out the website. im so nervous idk what i would say if she brings it up but yeah.

5:21 gonna drive home now

6:07 stopped by scarff street to give micjael back his charger

6:22 back home. changed out of clothes in pjs now. headache from contacts ? weird cuz there r the dailies not my circle lenses

6:24 go to bathroom sit down pee. gonna make more pasta. i want pasta.

6:29 textinf nqcho slop groupchat abt communion wafers. check insta.

6:30 text augustina abt senior scramble

6:46 making pasta. so tired