WEDNESDAY - JUNE 2
9:23 wake up
9:46 wake up again check insta
9:51 catch up on obey me. bo is asleep on my foot dont wanna move sleep more
10:05 bo wants to go outside. i get up put on pj pants and go downstairs and open the front door for him
10:08 finish inside. he goes to the family area i walk upstairs
10:09 i enter my bathroom sit down pee start typing
10:12 finish check mail
10:17 check insta. augustina posted her new painting its beautiful. no response on apartment
10:22 check insta again
10:23 get up wipe flush wash hands go to room get toiletries go back to bathroom brush teeth
10:26 finish wash hands take off shirt sleeves put on testosterone
10:27 finish pull back down shirt wash hands go to room
10:28 change clothes
10:32 finish. my pants fit but they used to be so loose. i need to lower my med dose. i try and find registration
10:40~ find it i drive to AAA
10:50 i arrive i go wait in line
10:52 they call me i give my documents
10:53 i go wait on the side
10:55 i check insta
10:57 i play bubble pop. i open insta i close it immediately
11:00 they call me over and i fill out some paperwork. it’s all outside so i go up to the tables and fill it out with her.
11:01 i finish and go sit down on one of the chairs outside
11:02 i check insta. i post a justin bieber meme to mentos
11:04 i freak out about sitting down when there are older people standing so i stand up
11:05 im so hungry. im gonna be overweight at this rate
11:10 she calls me out and hands me my new registration. my title should come back in three to six weeks. i remember i had an intense dream but i dont remember most of it. nothing concrete enough to write down just images flashing. a stage with red curtains and a white opaque folding screen.
11:11 back in my car.
11:13 gonna head back home
11:30 back home copy of registration put in car
11:32 put it in car sitting on bed. hugging bo
11:33 text sam abt sending me tracking number
11:34 on insta
11:35 go text sam again. he will send after he showers
11:36 get off insta
11:38 i check mail and look at jnco jeans sale. i dont want to buy anything until i get skinny again
11:39 check messages but nothing new. im hungry
11:42 i play the daily puzzle in wordscapes
11:43 i pull my laptop on my bed. higurashi time
11:56 check insta
12:00 go off instagram check oney me
12:15 mama comes into my room and we talk abt dinner plans. im gonna make myself a burger rn
12:22 downstairs finished making burger. time to eat
12:32 finished and cleaned up. in bed again. bo smells.
12:35 post new meme to mentos change pfp to kaworu. bo is whining at me to pet him.
12:36 i pet bo
12:39 play bubble pop
12:52 playing wordscapes search
12:57 sam sends me the tracking number
12:59 i cum from masturbating
1:06 track augustina’s package it says delivered so i text her. bo comes to lay by my side. his breathing is so cute. i love my dog
1:12 check insta message Julián about yerba matte. send hanako tattoo to augustina
1:37 playing higurashi. pause to check instagram
3:55 check texts papa is on his way home. i text him back and check insta. ive been texting with ace as i play higurashi
4:20 papa home i pause go to bathroom sit down pee
4:30 cleaned out car for tires. papa using bathroom we will head out afterwards
4:57 finish with dropping off car for tires.
5:00 papa tells me about how when he graduated college his parents flew out to pay for new tires for him. when they got here, they couldn’t afford the tires and he had to pay for the tires himself using his gasoline card as a credit card. that’s why it was so important to him that he got me new tires and a new battery as a graduation gift
5:11 we talk about tia madeline passing. we talk about what the doctors were telling papa as nana was near death. there’s a heavy weight in the car. i don’t remember which aunt madeline is.
5:16 arrive back home. mama comes downstairs and hands papa a list of food for tio raymond. she feels like she failed her job today because she didnt want to walk
5:17 i walk past them upstairs wnd go to my room. i hug bo
6:40 back home. tires all good. mama freaked out cuz the thai food place was closed. she gets really neurotic and anxious sometimes. i wish i could help. she dropped me off once my tired were ready and i came home. im with bo now. there was a cat in our backyard it had a collar i went outside and it left. hope the cat is ok. bo is asleep in the middle of my bed again. the room smells like him.
9:09 been playing higurashi. finished ch 6. now ch 7 time. ate thai food with mama
11:15 watching ted lasso with family. a nice evening
11:52 in bed. ace is sending me higurashi memes. bo is chewing loudly on his nails. i will be alone forever. i set alarms. i have to get up early for car service