WEDNESDAY - JUNE 2



9:23 wake up

9:46 wake up again check insta

9:51 catch up on obey me. bo is asleep on my foot dont wanna move sleep more

10:05 bo wants to go outside. i get up put on pj pants and go downstairs and open the front door for him

10:08 finish inside. he goes to the family area i walk upstairs

10:09 i enter my bathroom sit down pee start typing

10:12 finish check mail

10:17 check insta. augustina posted her new painting its beautiful. no response on apartment

10:22 check insta again

10:23 get up wipe flush wash hands go to room get toiletries go back to bathroom brush teeth

10:26 finish wash hands take off shirt sleeves put on testosterone

10:27 finish pull back down shirt wash hands go to room

10:28 change clothes

10:32 finish. my pants fit but they used to be so loose. i need to lower my med dose. i try and find registration

10:40~ find it i drive to AAA

10:50 i arrive i go wait in line

10:52 they call me i give my documents

10:53 i go wait on the side

10:55 i check insta

10:57 i play bubble pop. i open insta i close it immediately

11:00 they call me over and i fill out some paperwork. it’s all outside so i go up to the tables and fill it out with her.

11:01 i finish and go sit down on one of the chairs outside

11:02 i check insta. i post a justin bieber meme to mentos

11:04 i freak out about sitting down when there are older people standing so i stand up

11:05 im so hungry. im gonna be overweight at this rate

11:10 she calls me out and hands me my new registration. my title should come back in three to six weeks. i remember i had an intense dream but i dont remember most of it. nothing concrete enough to write down just images flashing. a stage with red curtains and a white opaque folding screen.

11:11 back in my car.

11:13 gonna head back home

11:30 back home copy of registration put in car

11:32 put it in car sitting on bed. hugging bo

11:33 text sam abt sending me tracking number

11:34 on insta

11:35 go text sam again. he will send after he showers

11:36 get off insta

11:38 i check mail and look at jnco jeans sale. i dont want to buy anything until i get skinny again

11:39 check messages but nothing new. im hungry

11:42 i play the daily puzzle in wordscapes

11:43 i pull my laptop on my bed. higurashi time

11:56 check insta

12:00 go off instagram check oney me

12:15 mama comes into my room and we talk abt dinner plans. im gonna make myself a burger rn

12:22 downstairs finished making burger. time to eat

12:32 finished and cleaned up. in bed again. bo smells.

12:35 post new meme to mentos change pfp to kaworu. bo is whining at me to pet him.

12:36 i pet bo

12:39 play bubble pop

12:52 playing wordscapes search

12:57 sam sends me the tracking number

12:59 i cum from masturbating

1:06 track augustina’s package it says delivered so i text her. bo comes to lay by my side. his breathing is so cute. i love my dog

1:12 check insta message Julián about yerba matte. send hanako tattoo to augustina

1:37 playing higurashi. pause to check instagram

3:55 check texts papa is on his way home. i text him back and check insta. ive been texting with ace as i play higurashi

4:20 papa home i pause go to bathroom sit down pee

4:30 cleaned out car for tires. papa using bathroom we will head out afterwards

4:57 finish with dropping off car for tires.

5:00 papa tells me about how when he graduated college his parents flew out to pay for new tires for him. when they got here, they couldn’t afford the tires and he had to pay for the tires himself using his gasoline card as a credit card. that’s why it was so important to him that he got me new tires and a new battery as a graduation gift

5:11 we talk about tia madeline passing. we talk about what the doctors were telling papa as nana was near death. there’s a heavy weight in the car. i don’t remember which aunt madeline is.

5:16 arrive back home. mama comes downstairs and hands papa a list of food for tio raymond. she feels like she failed her job today because she didnt want to walk

5:17 i walk past them upstairs wnd go to my room. i hug bo

6:40 back home. tires all good. mama freaked out cuz the thai food place was closed. she gets really neurotic and anxious sometimes. i wish i could help. she dropped me off once my tired were ready and i came home. im with bo now. there was a cat in our backyard it had a collar i went outside and it left. hope the cat is ok. bo is asleep in the middle of my bed again. the room smells like him.

9:09 been playing higurashi. finished ch 6. now ch 7 time. ate thai food with mama

11:15 watching ted lasso with family. a nice evening

11:52 in bed. ace is sending me higurashi memes. bo is chewing loudly on his nails. i will be alone forever. i set alarms. i have to get up early for car service