WEDNESDAY - MAY 12



12:00 we finish the matrix. wendy brings out a bunch of lube. theo recommends horse lube

12:08 i go to my room and take a photo of my vaccination card and upload to myhsr. idk how mimi is getting anywhere without her vaccination. especially for graduation

12:10 i get up and get water

12:11 i take my pills in my room and come back outside

12:13 i feel my belly jut out. i check instagram. cam is awake. i have to pee but sam is in the restroom. i wanna go to bed

12:14 sam leaves the bathroom i go inside. i pray he washed his hands

12:15 i sit down pee. i text ace that im slowlg getting the yagami light haircut as my hair grows out

12:16 i get up wipe flush wash hands brush teeth

12:19 finish wash face get floss. i use the last of my floss and floss

12:21 i finish and throw my floss away and go outside

12:22 i go to my room and put on my face oil then go outside. i tell wendy im getting the yagami light haircut. she agrees nd shows theo a pic

12:24 i say im going to bed. theo wishes me goodnight. wendy is trying to get him to watch the masked singer with her. i go to my room and get on my bed. i have a headache i hope i smoked enough weed so im not hungover. they cancel out for me.

12:27 i finish catching up. gonna set alarms n sleep

12:28 set alarms open obey me

12:41 catch up goodnight

9:56 wake up. had dream but it makes no sense idk how to even write it down. no images in my head. the color orange and burgundy and a girl with q bunch of tiny spiral buns. i check instagram

10:00 my alarm rings i turn it off. i check mail. annie says congrats on internship tom sends a heart. want to cry

10:03 respond to ace abt ppl in dating apps being poly. check notifs alarm not off but snoozing so i cancel it

10:06 i text ace abt milner saying theyre poly but cheating on all their partners

10:07 i clear all my notifications

10:08 i check obey me

10:23 i pause to find and put on my shirt. i took off all my clothes last night. no hangover !

10:24 i finish catching up on obey me

10:25 i text ace some more

10:28 check insta post meme to mentos. milner is mansplaining israel palestine conflict to mimi

10:29 i text sam about the mansplaining

10:45 i was googling to catch up on the conflict and then i went to instagram and then i went to texts. forgot timestamps

qlso forgot timestamps cuz jumping around fast but:

went on insta texted back ace and kon about levi ackerman

posted memes to mentos

tried to get into cvs to check medication

went to texts to try to get in that way

ended up resetting my password

go into cvs no new meds i need to email dr davis about meds

11:01 texting cummies cuz seth needs photoshop access. start typing

11:04 finish typing

11:05 check insta text back ace and kon about danganronpa

11:06 check mail

11:07 i go to get my laptop from the kitchen area put on slippers. i grab it and go back to my room. milner is at the table and says they adore me. i say ily back

11:08 back in room on bed take off slippers

11:12 seth sends me the pic. i open it up in photoshop but realize it’s gonna be a helluva task

11:14 i ask for all the layers so i can edit it better

11:15 went texts me about her friend offering advice with css i say dont worry she says ok

11:55 finish first round of edits. he loves it. he wants the tassel to be more red and yellow. i do another round of edits on the cap. its just a lot of color correction and it takes a hot minute for each step

12:08 i send two scaled versions for seth. he loves them. elisa texts cummies asking if she can come over i say yes come over she says Sick

12:09 i reply to a meme sam sent me

12:10 finish photoshopping seth’s pic

12:11 check messages. nothing new. gonna try n retrace steps

12:12 i check blackboard first on phone then laptop for final time. 2pm. i have to get ready once im done typing. start typing

12:19 finish typing. i should go get ready for the day

12:20 i text back spencer on insta abt being tired and ace and kon about gundham tanaka’s voice actor

12:21 i check my mail. i see seth paid me for editing and i text him my thanks. im gonna make it thru the month with 70 bucks left

12:23 transfer the ten bucks to my bank account. itll be a few days but itll help. that’s wifi costs right there. i text back seth.

12:25 i stare at messages blankly. im drained

12:32 i go on hinge

12:36 just did seven battles with no surprise guest in obey me. god is mocking me in my darkest hour

12:48 check insta go back to texting spencef

12:49 put on slippers go to bathroom pause to talk to milner in kitchen. they r washing dishes. i ask if mimi needed help curling hair and i say that i can help. they said to tell mimi when she gets back

12:50 i sit down and pee

12:51 text back spender stand up wipe flush wash hands brush teeth

12:54 finish

12:56 i braid my front braid and check out my hair. idk how im gonna style it today

12:58 standing in bathroom soencer texts again

1:03 put in contacts takes a while today. exit bathroom go to room take off slippers. text spencer. just talking about how we r both tired. spencer has a job now and misses having a life. i say rn im going at half speed on everything

1:05 check email. set alarm makeup time

1:51 my alarm rings i have to finish my makeup

1:56 i finish my mascara but im gonna do my freckles after final

1:57 i go to kitchen put on slippers grab laptop charger. mimi is there and i say i can help her curl her hair later! i go back to my room take off slippers

1:58 i get on my bed with my laptop plug in charger plug in laptop. i look at myself in photobooth as i put on my earrings

2:00 i join class. i hate how i look

2:20 text spencer about being in my last final

2:31 elisa texts about coming over to put merril on her cap i say yes but im in a final rn ask sam maybe

2:34 i check instagram

2:36 jonah tries to present but his videos arent loading yet cuz he just uploaded them. he says he will try a lower res version and to skip him. sophie goes instead

2:37 start typing

3:00 i watch jonahs video. they make no sense lmao but whatever

3:09 finish watching we start critique

3:31 etta is next

4:02 break
4:07 ran to get food back now

4:56 done with class. ok gonna get ready

9:05 having a BLAST. day off today. sorry yall im enjoying my time. giving myself this